Broken hearted

My readers seldom will see me post feelings
blogs into my blogspot..
but hope u still bare with me..
as i think,
maybe i will feel better whenever i write out all my thoughts
my feelings

::Current me::

At first,
UK life for me is so freedom
I feel happy
Because i felt i got someone I love,
I got Friends!

But now i had lost everything
I lost the one i love
and i feel like i'm losing a lot of things
I felt this world is so unfair
why two loving couples are unable to be together
because of distance
and all sort of problems
he gave up the relationship

I thought i am the only one whom is disappointed about him
but till the end,
I then realised that
most of my friends and family
are disappointed about him..

I don blame him for being not strong
I just cant accept the fate
that
When there is still a little small hope,
why not get hold on on it
and try our best to make it come true..
A small little hope is better than NO hope..

He had back to his own hometown for good
and i am stuck in the UK
with a broken heart
and tearful eyes
to face the reality of every memories
of every single path of UK with him
Every single things that we do together
Had now all gone

I love him
But i cant have him
I feel lost
but no one can help me
when will i get someone better again next time

when you are lost,
when you are sad,
when you don't know where to go,
still
HOME in Malaysia
is still the perfect places
to cure..