Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Nick Vujicic got married!

Nick Vujicic

How well do you know him?
a man
born without any arms any legs
but born
with a shinning heart
and a sunshine smile

His smile in every picture you see
is amazing
His story in every videos and books you read
is inspiration

He is my hero
He is my inspiration
Because of him
I start to see more about LIFE
because of him
I start to accept some faiths

When i'm down,
His book,
His look,
His smile,
His encouragement,
His quotes

get me back up
and move forward again

If i tend to give up
NICK VUJICIC
flash through my mine
giving me a brainstorming thinking section

He never gives up, why should you?

We might just need a few minutes to get up when we fall
but
can you imagine how many energy and time
does he need to use to just to get back up when he fall?

He get back up
with a smile

"change your attitude, and you can change your life"

this is what i've learnt from his book.
People he met
People he communicated with
Things he face
Difficulties he gone through

make him stronger each day

if he can do ,
why cant us?

Look at the photo
I'm happy
Everyone is happy and bless
that finally he found his love
a lovely pretty bride

"The inner clean soul of you, is what makes you pretty"

Do not restrict yourself in life
Treat your attitude as a remote controller
Be smart to switch it when you think you should





Touch, thank you, i love you


2.14.2012
My first valentine
with my stupid 牛牛..

far apart,
but love is still there

i'm touched
for what you did
(also thank you to my little sister - potato for helping :) )

the moment when i receive this flower..
i cried :)

thank you my love.
first time
receive 12 roses
which means
对你的爱与日俱增 
"my love towards you are getting stronger and deeper each day"

thanks my dear..

my love to you is the same too
i'm happy to be with u
although u sometimes make me frustrated

19 more days
we can be each other hugs again
19 more days
we can holding on to each other again
19 more days
is a new start chapter of our love
19 more days
no matter how tough it is going to be
stay strong
stay positive
stay caring
doing our best to keep our relationship
in a better way

just because

i love you 
dear!

happy valentine 2012!
after 19 days,
EVERYDAY IS OUR VALENTINE!


Thursday, February 9, 2012

你我的情人节



吵架,是我们认识的开始
舞蹈,是我们开题的开始

奇妙的吵架
所谓的“不打不相识”
却成为了我们拉近距离的脚步

他和我
都是喜爱跳舞的人
“跳舞”
也渐渐滴成为了我们聊天的话题

电话,Webcam。。
渐渐的成为我们保持联络的方式。。
暧昧
慢慢的燃烧

期待
每次上网都能遇到
在一起
感觉好自然,舒服,快乐

记得见到你的时候
我一头乱发
紧张又期待
开心又担心
莫名其妙的感觉
统统一次来完

想念
你第一次牵起我手
感觉好温暖
每次都有聊不完的话题

每当你开始
对我开”头脑课程“时
我就会变得无奈
而你却会说的不停
虽然压力
可是
老实承认,
还是有学到一些东西
谢谢你

因为你
开始了解了很多事物
因为你
开始看开了一些事情
因为你
学习如何自爱
因为你
学习如何坚强努力
因为你
学习如何让爱的人自由
因为你
让我感觉到
好想好好爱你

我不是一个很好的女朋友
可是我会尽量做到我能的阶段
未来的路很漫长
只想
好好和你一起努力
慢慢的努力,坚强的面对前面的每一步
直到
我们再也无法承受
可是在这些之前
我只想
珍惜,努力,包容,坚强
维持我们的爱

对不起
因为我的任性
对不起
因为我的坏脾气
对不起
因为我有时太过于绑住的态度
对不起
因为我有时吃醋
而带了压力进入你的生活

因为爱你
所以有时才无法控制
可是也因为爱你
我想改变
因为改变
才能把我们的感情拉近距离

喜怒哀乐
我们都一起面对
我们有无数的开怀大笑
我们也有无数的世界大战
可是每个过程
都是”学习“
每个过程
都是回忆
因为有了这些
我们才能皮此更了解

未来我们会怎样
除了上帝
你我都不知道那个结局
可是
我会和你一起努力
来铺下一个美好的结局
把我们每一分每一秒
都成为宝贵的回忆
只属于你和我的故事

情人节
很遗憾没能陪你度过
可是
我相信
只要我们皮此的爱着和珍惜
每天都能过情人节
我也相信
前面还有无数次的情人节
等着我们

也许
我没能给什么
可是
再也没有比我心里的话
还要更贵重的东西了

预期盼望未来,担心未来,
不如我们从现在开始
努力面对
来制造属于我们的未来
好好珍惜我们现在的每一步
留下一个没有遗憾的故事

牛牛
我爱你





Sunday, January 29, 2012

Giving Up Is Not An Option



What have you understand about the above photo?

Every path that we went through,
Is not easy,
Is full of obstacles,
Is full of challenges.

Sometimes we are that closed to succeed,
But we gave up in the half way.

Why give up, while you have already reach the middle?
Why give up, if you have already started?

"If you want to success, giving up is not an option" - Red Bull Bc One

Nothing is perfect,
Nothing is easy.

Think it this way,
If everything is easy,
If everything is smooth,

Whats the purpose of growing?
What is the purpose of learning?
What is the purpose of challenging?
What is the purpose of improving?
What is the purpose of life?

You've walk this far,
If you plan to give up.
Stood up right,
Look behind you,
How many miles have you been to?
Look ahead you,
Few more steps,
Is your destiny,
Your targets,
Your Dreams.

"If you give up yourself, No one will be able to help you" - Ivelyn.

"If you want to give up, think why have you started it?" - Bboy Mannyfrost.

Challenges,
Toughness,
Difficulties,
Stress,
Obstacles,
Falling Down,
Hurts,

All these
are the starting point,
to make us stronger,


If you want to give up,

Look at Nick Vujicic (the man in the photo - born without arms and legs)
I'm sure,
You will get inspired.


Remember::

IF YOU WANT TO SUCCEEDED, GIVE UP IS NOT AN OPTION
- Red Bull Bc One -




Saturday, January 28, 2012

Thoughts


Sometimes
Chilling alone outside
Having a cup of nice blended tea
to chill yourself
isn't a bad thing after all

Is good to have friends around
but
It is not worst to be alone sometimes

Sometimes
we do need to be in a silent path
sit down,
listening to some relaxing songs
do some readings
freshen up your own thoughts

everything will be better
after you have nice positive thoughts

LIFE is a challenge for everyone of us
we live to face challenges every night and day
this is why
we never stop learning from the day we are born
and we never stop
to find ways to improve ourselves
to be a better person

No one is perfect in this world
But
Everyone will be a beautiful person in this world
if we learn to love ourselves
if we learn to face difficulties

"Do not restrict your own life" - Nick Vujicic

"Always learn to love yourself more" - Nick Vujicic

If you think that you are worst,
Close your eyes and feel it with your heart,
Open it again
and look around

You will find the inner answer :)

peace


L.O.V.E




Hand by hand
Holding tight till the day we can

Being with you
Is a Happy starting story chapter in my life

Being with you
I learn and willing to be more independent

Being with you
I learn to understand the right and the wrong

Being with you
I learn to truly love myself more

Being with you
I learn to be more mature

Being with you
I learn to change

Being with you
I learn to cherish

Being with you
I learn to be understand the concept of not tie-ing up each other

You make me smile,
You make my heart beats,
You make me feel loved,
You make me understand the cruel,
You make me understand the faith,
You make me understand about dealing with life..

Because of you,
I start to be something that is out of my thoughts

Hand by hand we hold,
Walking on this road together
No matter how short or far our journey would be
But
At least,
This is the moment where I want to cherish
Cherish every moment we had together
Cherish every thoughts we share
Cherish every happiness and sadness we had together

I will never say forever,
Because there will never be forever
I will never promise anything
Because breaking up a promise hurts

All i will say is
I love the way you are now
I love the way we are now
I love the feeling we had for each other now
I love that we
Share
every thoughts,
every smile,
every "brain storm" (you gave me)
every sadness
every path of growth
together.

Together we hold on to each other,
never stop learning
and keep on improving.

I'm glad that you walk into my life
and brighten up my bravery of soul in facing things

I wont be the best,
I wont be 100% positive thinking girl

But
i will try to learn
to be a better person

"I am not perfect, but i want to be better"

I love you


Sunday, November 20, 2011

Don't Give Up





2 years ago..
Bgirl to me
Cool, and a hobby.

2 years later...
Bgirl to me
A lifestyle that i cant live without.
The culture is so beautiful that
it caught my heart to it forever.

Living for a dream.
I don't want to give up.
No matter how many times i fall..
No matter how many scars i'm going to have..
No matter how hard it is going to be...
No matter how many ppl are going to look down at me..

I promise myself
I will still going to be me
Doing what I love.
I'm slow doesnt mean i cant do it.

"I can accept failure, but i can never accept for not trying" - Michael Jordan.


Move on.
Is a courage.
Moving on .
Is bringing one step towards dreams.

Don't give up.


- Evil -

Sheena Hiphop Workshop, Kuching




10.23.2011
A memory day

Attend a HIPHOP workshop
by SHEENA - All star crew philipine.

It is organize by
Feasible Studio.

Learnt a lot through this workshop.
Sheena is an amazing dancer.
She do a lot of sharings.
She taught us how to groove.
The name of some movement
such as
Smurf, Reebok, Fila, etc.
She taught us how do people parties.

It is a great workshop.
Whoever have attend it will have not regret.
Whoever have not attend.
I'm sorry to say you just miss an opportunity.

Always be humble.
Always be a learner.
Never stop learning.
And we have to learn from the right people.
Knowing the culture.
Adapt the culture.
And respect the culture.


Lets end this blog with a group picha

SNAP!


- Evil -

Halloween Night 2011, Senso Hilton, Kuching.


Celebrate my first DRESS UP halloween in Kuching 2011
Never really celebrate halloween before in Kuching.
This was the first time i dress up fully on a halloween in Kuching.
It is a nice experience.

I only start to celebrate halloween when i was in the UK.
I celebrate the 2009 and 2010 Halloween in the UK.

Halloween 2009(Newcastle, UK) - I was dressed as a witch.
Halloween 2010(Newcastle, UK) - I was dressed as a zombie.
Halloween 2011(Kuching, Malaysia) - I was dressed as a pirate.

Celebrate the 2011 halloween at Senso Hilton Kuching
with my old secondary friends.
In conjunction we celebrate the 23rd birth for
Mobby and Yukiko.

I won myself a 2 days 1 night stay inclusive breakfast at Hilton,Kuching
in the category of
"Best Halloween Costume"

Yukiko and Neuvt won themselves a buffet dinner worth RM150 per pax
in a game.

Congratulation to us.

Once again,
Happy Halloween 2011 (it is belated now..=D )
and
Happy Birthdays to
Mobby and Yukiko.

Random photos taken at Senso, Hilton Kuching::



The Birthday girl - Yukiko


Best Costume Price Giving.


The voucher.



Group Photo of us.
A bunch of more than 10 years friendship =)

Price Giving for the winner of a game.

Happy Birthday to Mobby.


Lets end this blog with another group photo without me in..=)

Peace.



- Evil -

Friday, August 12, 2011

"Ppl look down at u doesnt matters, Dont look down yourself, thats what matters"



How people see you,

How people critizing you,

How people talked about you,

How people compare about you to the others,


Does all these really matters?


What really matter is,


How you see youself,

How you comment about yourself,

How you talked about yourself.


All these are the real that matters.



::Writing based on my own experience::


People tend to compare me with others,

On how good their skills are compare to mine.


They can do toprock as well,

They can do footwork as well,

They can do more different freezes than you do,

They can do powermoves but you cant at all.


Feeling Hurt, Feeling left out, Feeling lost

is a true feelings that floats


But,

Think it in the other way round.

They compare for a reason.


Think it in the other way round.

and ask myself.


How much effort have I given in?

How much positive facts / thinkings have I given in?

Have I really being humble all the time?

How open my heart and mind is to receive critizing / comments?

How many times have I looked down at myself?

How many times have I actually being negative?

How many times have I accept others advice?

Have I been knowing what I am doing?

Have I been doing the right thing?

When I fail, Have I try to slow down and think for the reason and find the answers?



There are always many questions in our mind.

But there are always less answers to be found.


How people looked at you doesnt matters at all,

what really matters is the way you look at yourself.

Is the way how you solve your own problems.

Is the way how you going to overcome the obstacles.

Is they way how you control your mind set.



If you have been looking down yourself

and never give a chances to get back up again,


you are already a failure

before others says anything.


We are always a learner.

We might be doing good today,

but we will not be at the same condition the next day.

Being humble and being a learner.

Everyday is a new day

Everyday is a learning day

Clock keeps on ticking and it nevers ticks anticlockwise.


I'm learning, you are learning, he is learning, she is learning,

Everyone is.

Move on,

One day,

we will thank for those who compare or look down at us.

Because these people are those who gives us power to move on.



- Evil -