Speechless

haha ... my PET!!..lols~~XD
(grab from my sis..hahas..venue : crocodile farm)

This baru is my old PET larh!!...hahas....(GOOD POSE!)
Name: Patu Law
Age: more than 10 yrs old (old huh for a dog)..XD
Hobby: lying under the sun, sleeping, eating, yawning, manja
Fav Food: KFC(chicken), Chicken Rice, Red Wine, Coca Cola, Potato, You Yu,
bakua...(seriously..i'm serious..don think i'm joking..hahas)

M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S

SudDenly missing "him" again...
i'm sorry angel and manz dear...
i've try my best..
i just need time..
i never fall for some1 this MUCH

i bet all of ya is thinking..
why i'm putting monokuro boo pic
hahas..
becoz it reminds me about "him"
2007 valentines..
"he" post me a valentine present...
and this pig is one of my present...
he got one..and i got one...
it is once we call it our "baby"
he got black i got white..
thinking back..
is so sweet...
like i always complain to my white pig..
about how bad is his daddy..
and he also sometimes complain to black pig
how naughty is his mummy..
lols..

but..
everything..
have change..
they are now become an "orphange"
lols..
whitey is still with my in my room
about blackie
i really have no idea..
once and for all..
both pig have been separate..forever..
and is all change into
M.E.M.O.R.I.E.S

no tItlE blOG XD

Hmm..
Today...
what i did today?
hmm..
hahas..
well....after work..
i went home......
then i went to bank..
and u know what...
all the atm is OUT OF SERVICE!! T.T
hahas...then i went to hopoh find isaac..
lunch together...
and this what i got...hiak hiak..my fav

Hey bibi...now it is in MY stomach..lols...and ANGEL...HERES MY CHEEZY!..XD

Dinner..i went to pending seafood..
and i saw angel's eng tao kia..hahas.
bluek...
act..supposed to go clubbing tonight..but..
PASSPORT CANT BEEN APPROVE... grrrrrrrrrrrrr
forget about it..
hahas..


mINE MINE MINE

ICE LEMON TEA WITH COCONUT HAT...Hmmmm

PRAWNS!!!!

is a BAT!!....B+A+T = BAT!!...(i didnt eat it..haha..iiissshhh....)


and you know what..
when i'm talking with my mum
i saw something crawing at the floor...
and is










COCKROACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



HAHA...




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lawl~XD

NEW JAZZ

What do you think about dancing?
A lifetime?
A hobby?
Or just something to spend your time?
Or even is just something that you don't even care or bother?

To me..
Dancing is my TOP 1 hobby..
Dancing can give me happiness even is for short term..
Dancing can temporary erases off all my sadness...stress...loneliness..emos....

Since i'm in Form 5...
I always wanted to go to learn dancing..
But my mum don't allow..
for her..she thinks that is something useless..and wasting time..
Till year 2007...
I finally got the chances to go for it..
I pay my dance fees myself...
Because of financial problem..
I only get to learn one of the dance..
and that's NEW JAZZ!!
and i'm satisfied with it now...
I never regret for paying for joining the class...
Aug 2007..
i went to RIGHT STEP DANCE STUDIO
which is located and 2nd half mile kuching...
is my 2nd home..
and i'm loving it so much..

WHY???


Let me tell you..
whoever went there to learn dance..
will love it..
there's no boys in our dance studio..
we have a very good and cute and stupid teacher..
hahas...
we have good seniors and juniors there..
whom we get along very well together...
laugh, dance, relaxing, stressing, enjoying, sharing
our ever minute..

I will upload some picture about my dance school
when i get back to dance on Monday...

Wait till one day..
when i don't have financial difficulties..
i hope i have the opportunity to get in touch in
popping and locking~!XD

Let me share with all my friends my dance video clip that i took long time ago..

note: i'm still a noobie...I don't admit that i dance well..but i'm proud of myself that i enjoy it

S.I.G.H

I love to SIGH when i'm moody or lost or tired or stress or whatever..hahas

Frens told me to change..
say is bad for my health..
OKAY OKAY..
i will try to change larh..(but a bit hard..XD)


hoho...

but let me do it for a last time larhx...in here

S.I.G.H!!!!!!!!!!! XD

L.O.V.E

What do yoU thiNk aboUT both piCtures aboVe?
sWeeT?coOl?niCe?
whaT dO yoU knOW aboUT LOVE?
hoW muCh pPl in thiS woRld wilL knoW whaT loVes reallY meanS?


I love thE pictuRes aboVe..
iT giVes me lotS of iMaginaTIon..
i'M a loVe faiLUre..
buT i'M alwaYs tryIng to leaRN frM my mistaKE..
lOves brINgs hapPinesS , saDness, lONelinEss, chEers, teaRs, heaRt breaK...
if theSe doEs nOt exISt..
thEn lOVe wilL noT exisT..

Newcastle, UK

I have always wanted to go overseas to further my studies..
UK is my first choice...
WHY??
honestly...i have no idea..lols..
no larhx...
i just that...
is just some kind of feelings that make me like UK..
although i know british aren't friendly enough compare to Australian..
but i still hope i got the chances to go there..

BUT WILL MY DREAMS BE ABLE TO COME TRUE?

Northumbria University, UK is my choice to continue on my studies...
is located at Newcastle...
with a very modern buildings for business students..
as i'm accounting student...
so for sure i'm studying in a business school building..
and they also named it as Newcastle Business School

sigh...do i really going to have the chances...
standing there..
taking pictures and studying there..
sigh..
no one knows..
but now i'm just waiting my news..
and i hope it will be something good...
PRAYING HARD~~
These are some pictures of Northumbria Uni that i grab from other people


Newcastle, UK


Northumbria University, UK (night view)...

Northumbria University, UK (new campus)


Newcastle, UK


Northumbria University, UK Northumbria University, UK

Kuching Waterfront

Its been quite a long time I havent step to Kuching Waterfront.
Kuching Waterfront used to be a very popular place in Kuching..
I still remember...
when i was young...
There are so many people and visitors from other countries..
went to Kuching Waterfront..
is so beautiful...
with nice musics...
nice water splash ...
and is full with people that make some traffic jams too...=.=

but...
thanks to all those immoral people..
start robbing...rapping...
that cause fewer and fewer people want to go to Kuching Waterfront..
and plus all the water splash and music..
have stop..
no one will like to go there anymore..
is just such a WASTE!

I don't know what is this place called but i only noe is been underconstruction for such a lng time

Part of Kuching Waterfront

Kuching Map...where are we?haha


A place that used to have nice colourful water splash and music

。迷失。混乱。我该怎么办。

有时真的会去讨厌自己。。
有时。。
觉得。。
到底。。。
是自己做的不够好。。。还是。。
一切是上帝的安排。。
有时又觉得不够满足。。
是不是自己给自己的压力。。
已经超越极限。。
可是明明知道自己承受不了。。
却想要继续的扛着。。


是我自己。。
太过要求自己。。
还是自己。。
根本没冲刺到最高点。。
连我自己都不懂。。

我心里的压力和不快乐。。
又有谁会理解。。
我心里在绝望和流泪。。
又有谁看得见。。
外表带着笑容来面对大家。。
可是心里正在哭泣。。
那就是我吗？

现在的我。。
又开始迷失。。
到底该怎么面对我自己的障碍。。
该怎么解决我眼前的所有一切。。
我自己也无法坦然的找到满意的答案。。
心理的。。
绝望，伤心，孤单，心碎，失望，哭泣
又有几个人能真正感受到呢。。。

back.moody.miserable

well..
ANGEL i'm back...
yalah..no update later ppl at there keep nagging arhx...

lately didnt update..
coz of some things larhx..
coz...busy of work
coz...no mood in some situation..
that i dun really feel like talking about it..
only my gangs...
and isaac and angel will know about hw i feel nw (i guess...=.=)

act..
i dun really know what to write
coz i'm better in writing in chinese
better in writing chinese in blog to describe my feelings
duno why..
am i allow to write chinese?...lols...

i will write it in chinese in my next blog..
totally lost...





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