duNO y..
duNO what hapPEn to me
just feeliNG not in a righT mooD
somE kind oF moOdsWin...
worRy abT moneY
woRRy abT resuLTs
woRry abT my fuTUre
owas thiNK that..
owas feels that..
there are somEthing misSing in my liFe
and i duNO what is iT...
miserablE...
♥ Every Steps Makes Uncountable Memories, Every Steps Create Uncountable Unique Experience ♥
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
tO tunA
siNGle life agaIN tho..
how does it feel..
one word LONELY...
thINking bacK abt my pass..
"he" do hurT me deEp a lot
buT y canT i just let him gO and foRget abOUt him
i'm owas suRe there are guYs better than hiM..
but Y noNe of thEm caNt beaT hIM off in My heaRt..
dOes that reaLLy meanS that..
whiLe i'm wiTH "hiM"..
i ReallY puT toO mucH feeLIngs to hiM...
somEtimEs i realLy thOUght thaT me anD him
caN get alONe foR a lONg timE..
caN realLY get marRIed..
i realLy do loVe him thaT time..
but alL is jUs a bRoken mEmoRIes..
mY heaRt is NOt heaL yet
mY brAin aRe fuLl oF bROkeN proMISes anD memoRIes
i realLy wiSh i coUld listEn from Him
liSTen the most trUeful woRd boTtoM in HIs hearT ..
i realLy want to liSTen he Tell me HOnestLy..
thaT he realLy puT on trUE feeLIngs with me
whILE we ArE togeTher..
leTting gO dOEsnT meanS i'm giVing uP
leTting gO doEsnT meaNS i'M not loVing euu
gIvinG up doEsnt meanS i'm foRgetTing..
nO what haPPen..
oR what had alREady hapPen..
nO one can erases thE meMOries betweEn me anD u
anD i hoPe nO one wilL force mE to foRget
becOZ i dON 1 toO..
as i wanT to keEp parT of our hapPiness MemORies we had
in mY heart foRever..
i miGhT noT lOVe euU anYmore tilL todaY..
buT the onlY thinG is that..
i canT foRget euU..
u caMe intO my liFe in a SudDDen
and yet..
u graB my hearT awaY
buT..
u BreaK it inTO pieces..
i doN regreT we bRoKE up
i onLY regreT we diDnT cheriSh eacH other..
everYtiMe i thINk oF euU..
mY hearT achE...
anD is paiNful that NO one eveN knoWs..
i wiLl foRget euU..
buT i wilL NEVER forgeT our meMOriEs...
i reaLise i caNT acCepT anYone or beINg witH anYone
aS mY huRt are sTIll remaIning TheRE..
i hoPe i caN meeT somE1 ..
that caN realLy replace euU in mY heart...
how does it feel..
one word LONELY...
thINking bacK abt my pass..
"he" do hurT me deEp a lot
buT y canT i just let him gO and foRget abOUt him
i'm owas suRe there are guYs better than hiM..
but Y noNe of thEm caNt beaT hIM off in My heaRt..
dOes that reaLLy meanS that..
whiLe i'm wiTH "hiM"..
i ReallY puT toO mucH feeLIngs to hiM...
somEtimEs i realLy thOUght thaT me anD him
caN get alONe foR a lONg timE..
caN realLY get marRIed..
i realLy do loVe him thaT time..
but alL is jUs a bRoken mEmoRIes..
mY heaRt is NOt heaL yet
mY brAin aRe fuLl oF bROkeN proMISes anD memoRIes
i realLy wiSh i coUld listEn from Him
liSTen the most trUeful woRd boTtoM in HIs hearT ..
i realLy want to liSTen he Tell me HOnestLy..
thaT he realLy puT on trUE feeLIngs with me
whILE we ArE togeTher..
leTting gO dOEsnT meanS i'm giVing uP
leTting gO doEsnT meaNS i'M not loVing euu
gIvinG up doEsnt meanS i'm foRgetTing..
nO what haPPen..
oR what had alREady hapPen..
nO one can erases thE meMOries betweEn me anD u
anD i hoPe nO one wilL force mE to foRget
becOZ i dON 1 toO..
as i wanT to keEp parT of our hapPiness MemORies we had
in mY heart foRever..
i miGhT noT lOVe euU anYmore tilL todaY..
buT the onlY thinG is that..
i canT foRget euU..
u caMe intO my liFe in a SudDDen
and yet..
u graB my hearT awaY
buT..
u BreaK it inTO pieces..
i doN regreT we bRoKE up
i onLY regreT we diDnT cheriSh eacH other..
everYtiMe i thINk oF euU..
mY hearT achE...
anD is paiNful that NO one eveN knoWs..
i wiLl foRget euU..
buT i wilL NEVER forgeT our meMOriEs...
i reaLise i caNT acCepT anYone or beINg witH anYone
aS mY huRt are sTIll remaIning TheRE..
i hoPe i caN meeT somE1 ..
that caN realLy replace euU in mY heart...
Friday, June 20, 2008
hmmm
19th june..
this is what we did..
6.30pm
we went to pending seafood
as KEN's (my eldest sis bf) parent's flight back to KL has been delayed
so we went out to eat together..XD
and is also the last gathering dinner with my 2nd sis and taka
as she is going back to japan the next day at 11.10am and i'm not able to sent her off
coz i'm working..T.T
ICE LEMON TEAS!
heavelyn.kenneth.taka
food food food...hahas
finish by me...but my bro's gf ask me don eat so much..so i stop eating..hahas
19th june..
this is what we did..
6.30pm
we went to pending seafood
as KEN's (my eldest sis bf) parent's flight back to KL has been delayed
so we went out to eat together..XD
and is also the last gathering dinner with my 2nd sis and taka
as she is going back to japan the next day at 11.10am and i'm not able to sent her off
coz i'm working..T.T
ICE LEMON TEAS!
heavelyn.kenneth.taka
food food food...hahas
finish by me...but my bro's gf ask me don eat so much..so i stop eating..hahas
18 June 2008
18th JUne 2008..
is the arrival for my bro's gf..
my eldest sis's bf and her bf's parents
wow...my home is PACKED!
well..
at night..
we went to Li GARDEN for dinner and it cost RM500 plus!!!
but..in fact..i don really get myself full....enough...hahahhahas...XD
SHIP
eldest sis and her bf.......
that night....all together we got 11 people...
and the main thing is..
everyone is A PAIR PAIR
and i'm the only LONELY one...T.T
we got home around 940pm i guess.
then ISAAC sms me say he is on the way going to pick me out
for drink..hahas
then he reach..
we went out..
but duNO to where..weird..
KUCHING is toO "BIG!"..no choice..lols
we went around..
and lastly..
we stop by MCD..hahas
after that..
we plan to go to waterfront for a walk
but end up
sitting in the car chi chatting
and watching my dance video clip...sweat~~~~~^^
hahahhahahs....
is the arrival for my bro's gf..
my eldest sis's bf and her bf's parents
wow...my home is PACKED!
well..
at night..
we went to Li GARDEN for dinner and it cost RM500 plus!!!
but..in fact..i don really get myself full....enough...hahahhahas...XD
SHIP
eldest sis and her bf.......
that night....all together we got 11 people...
and the main thing is..
everyone is A PAIR PAIR
and i'm the only LONELY one...T.T
we got home around 940pm i guess.
then ISAAC sms me say he is on the way going to pick me out
for drink..hahas
then he reach..
we went out..
but duNO to where..weird..
KUCHING is toO "BIG!"..no choice..lols
we went around..
and lastly..
we stop by MCD..hahas
after that..
we plan to go to waterfront for a walk
but end up
sitting in the car chi chatting
and watching my dance video clip...sweat~~~~~^^
hahahhahahs....
15 JUNE 2008
15th JUNE 2008..
mY eldest sis, heavelyn...
reach kUching early in the mORning..
then we wenT to eaT laksa...just beside kch specialist..
aftEr that, me my bro, taka and yvette
we went to daMai puri, cat museum, bUn dao, and qing shan..
hahas..
o jian....honestly..doesnt tast nice...
my sis and my future bro in law..^^
takafumi
qing shan
qing shan..
as at qing shan temple...
coz taka is curious about the asking fortune things
i dunO what is it call..
so he do give a try
coz of him not paying enoUgh respect and concentration..
he did it for 2 o 3 times and finally
he did it as the "qiang" belongs to him finally.....
hahas...
that's all for the day~~XD
mY eldest sis, heavelyn...
reach kUching early in the mORning..
then we wenT to eaT laksa...just beside kch specialist..
aftEr that, me my bro, taka and yvette
we went to daMai puri, cat museum, bUn dao, and qing shan..
hahas..
o jian....honestly..doesnt tast nice...
my sis and my future bro in law..^^
takafumi
qing shan
qing shan..
as at qing shan temple...
coz taka is curious about the asking fortune things
i dunO what is it call..
so he do give a try
coz of him not paying enoUgh respect and concentration..
he did it for 2 o 3 times and finally
he did it as the "qiang" belongs to him finally.....
hahas...
that's all for the day~~XD
weLcomE bacK YVETTE & TAKA
13th june 2008...
after 1 and a half year of not seeing my 2nd sis...yvette
and 5 years of not seeing my sis's bf (JAPANESE) , taka...
finally is the time we met again..
hahas..
around....820pm...
me and my bro drove to airport
wait for their arrival..
is great to see them again
as me and my 2nd sis's relationship are good..very good
I LOVE HER!!
the first time i saw her came out...
i goes like!!,...OMG!! she is so THIN!!(p/s: but now she is fatter bit..due to the reason of eating everyday hahahhahhas!!)
this are the THINGS she bought from JAPAN for us!
i call this "doreamon bun" act is call tong luo sao la...dam nice..loving it
doreamon..an an an..~~XD
this is red bean flavour...XD
green tea flavour..nice~~oishi~~
this things...OMG..is so TASTY!
that white packet..is japan's mee sua..hahas
all this things are main for LAZY ppl..is something like tin can in MSIA jus only japan's look more nicer..high standard and delicious..hahas
a FAKE japan passport..inside is just a notebook..cool right?...
angel thought that is real and she really thought that i'm going to japan to study and nearly cry that makes me and isaac laughing out loud........and she punch me...T.T
after 1 and a half year of not seeing my 2nd sis...yvette
and 5 years of not seeing my sis's bf (JAPANESE) , taka...
finally is the time we met again..
hahas..
around....820pm...
me and my bro drove to airport
wait for their arrival..
is great to see them again
as me and my 2nd sis's relationship are good..very good
I LOVE HER!!
the first time i saw her came out...
i goes like!!,...OMG!! she is so THIN!!(p/s: but now she is fatter bit..due to the reason of eating everyday hahahhahhas!!)
this are the THINGS she bought from JAPAN for us!
i call this "doreamon bun" act is call tong luo sao la...dam nice..loving it
doreamon..an an an..~~XD
this is red bean flavour...XD
green tea flavour..nice~~oishi~~
this things...OMG..is so TASTY!
that white packet..is japan's mee sua..hahas
all this things are main for LAZY ppl..is something like tin can in MSIA jus only japan's look more nicer..high standard and delicious..hahas
a FAKE japan passport..inside is just a notebook..cool right?...
angel thought that is real and she really thought that i'm going to japan to study and nearly cry that makes me and isaac laughing out loud........and she punch me...T.T
mOi cuRreNT joB
oh well..
finally..i can online at home
and means that i got lots of "article" to write ..hahas
as i can upload some pics so that i might be moRe interestiNG huh..
lOLs..
well..
as u cn c my toPIc for this blog is my current job..
this is what i did when there is no roadshow going on...XD
...many right?that's what i have to key in...and there are many more..this is just PART of it..lol
abT this guy..he is "CUTE" but he is "ANNOYING" coz he keep comes out..lols
this arhx..my unique spec i guess...haven saw anyone have same like mine..^^
MY JOB AT BOULEVARD ROADSHOW..XD
this is how my booth loOK like and that's my jOB title abT..hahas..
thIs is what me and aNGeL did when catcH snAke..hahas
mY part timE hoBBy?..OMG!
Monday, June 16, 2008
mY workINg daY @ boulevard
oh well..
14th JUNE 08 is my roadshow for streamyx and celcom broadband....
@ boulevard kuching...
well...
b4 having this roadshow...
me and my colleague went to boulevard to talk to the even teams
and discuss the rental and places with him
unfortunetly...
they don give any discount...
hahas...and the rental is RM300!!!!
SWEAT!!
hmm..
actually b4 going to boulevard..
i do make some calls to them...
and both calls are made by me....
my colleague..haiz
never 1 2 helP me up..
and the boss has already say...
every events ..both of us are included...and should work up together
hey...but why he still never 1 help me call ....
after discussing...
i do make another 2 o 3 calls again...and is MAKE BY ME AGAIN!
making me feeling so pay say arhx...lols..XD
at last...our boss agree to held event at there
with the space of 8 x 10
hmm...
i reach there almost 10am
and we work till 9pm
we are supposed to work till 10pm
but we left earlier coz have to follow angel's car
coz me and isaac no car..
and act i'm suppose be working till only 6 o 7 or maybe latest 8
coz i ever tell myboss every sat i wont be able to work till very late
plus my 2nd sis back to kuchig with her JAPAN bf...(TAKAFUMI)
and we are suppose to eat out together..
who knows my colleague suddenly told me that he going to leave at 6pm!
by the time he tell me is already 5.40pm!!
yalah..his working time normally is don work on sat..
but then u also have to tel me earlier bah...
make me cant leave earlier
and i'm so dam god dam tired...
well...
during the afternoon..
coz tired sittin at booth and don feel like working..
been "petroling" around boulevard tho..
lols...
and that time i just break up with all star.
ok...break up..finally i'm single again...
that's mean i'm lonely again..
but...
hey...even i'm with him i also feel lonely
coz he don even have transport to find me o bring me out o acc me
and need me to fetch him everytime
hell...I"M A GAL PLS!
and i remember the maddest things i heard from him is
"baby..i'm so lonely and bored..come acc me can?"
i'm thinking...
u lonely and bored want me to acc u...
but when i'm lonely and bored..where are u...
u don even have the heart to go find me...
teksi also car fren car also car ba...
but i'm feeling weird...
why u want to take back ur fren cpu..
then u can so so so so so easy get a car to my house!
=.=
hm
after work..
angel put us at ISAAC house
waitin for his car to be back
then...
his cute little bro come talk with me..
hahas
so CUTE man..lols
after that isaac fetch me hom..
i get dressed up...
and we went out again..
and so do my sis
she went to bing
but we going to SOHO
hahas...
but is a dam boring night for me
really...
at frst we go eat
then go bing find my sis a while
then..go travillion amobar
walk a while
go soho
at outside sit sit
talk with long time no c de friends while
then angel say she cming
so wait for her...
suddenly i saw william...(amy's best buddy)
so he tell me that amy is inside
so i went inside
dance with her a while
coz duno y i dun have any clubbing mood
sigh...
and the weirdest things is ..
my fren , my sis and my sis's fren
all thought that ISAAC is chasing me...=.=
oh sweat...{does he really look like it?...speechless...but i think heis more like chasing angel..muahahha}
well
i guess i type too much
boredom at office
by the way
my mum want me take a leave off on 18th
so sweat!
how am i goin to open mouth to ask for it...
sigh
14th JUNE 08 is my roadshow for streamyx and celcom broadband....
@ boulevard kuching...
well...
b4 having this roadshow...
me and my colleague went to boulevard to talk to the even teams
and discuss the rental and places with him
unfortunetly...
they don give any discount...
hahas...and the rental is RM300!!!!
SWEAT!!
hmm..
actually b4 going to boulevard..
i do make some calls to them...
and both calls are made by me....
my colleague..haiz
never 1 2 helP me up..
and the boss has already say...
every events ..both of us are included...and should work up together
hey...but why he still never 1 help me call ....
after discussing...
i do make another 2 o 3 calls again...and is MAKE BY ME AGAIN!
making me feeling so pay say arhx...lols..XD
at last...our boss agree to held event at there
with the space of 8 x 10
hmm...
i reach there almost 10am
and we work till 9pm
we are supposed to work till 10pm
but we left earlier coz have to follow angel's car
coz me and isaac no car..
and act i'm suppose be working till only 6 o 7 or maybe latest 8
coz i ever tell myboss every sat i wont be able to work till very late
plus my 2nd sis back to kuchig with her JAPAN bf...(TAKAFUMI)
and we are suppose to eat out together..
who knows my colleague suddenly told me that he going to leave at 6pm!
by the time he tell me is already 5.40pm!!
yalah..his working time normally is don work on sat..
but then u also have to tel me earlier bah...
make me cant leave earlier
and i'm so dam god dam tired...
well...
during the afternoon..
coz tired sittin at booth and don feel like working..
been "petroling" around boulevard tho..
lols...
and that time i just break up with all star.
ok...break up..finally i'm single again...
that's mean i'm lonely again..
but...
hey...even i'm with him i also feel lonely
coz he don even have transport to find me o bring me out o acc me
and need me to fetch him everytime
hell...I"M A GAL PLS!
and i remember the maddest things i heard from him is
"baby..i'm so lonely and bored..come acc me can?"
i'm thinking...
u lonely and bored want me to acc u...
but when i'm lonely and bored..where are u...
u don even have the heart to go find me...
teksi also car fren car also car ba...
but i'm feeling weird...
why u want to take back ur fren cpu..
then u can so so so so so easy get a car to my house!
=.=
hm
after work..
angel put us at ISAAC house
waitin for his car to be back
then...
his cute little bro come talk with me..
hahas
so CUTE man..lols
after that isaac fetch me hom..
i get dressed up...
and we went out again..
and so do my sis
she went to bing
but we going to SOHO
hahas...
but is a dam boring night for me
really...
at frst we go eat
then go bing find my sis a while
then..go travillion amobar
walk a while
go soho
at outside sit sit
talk with long time no c de friends while
then angel say she cming
so wait for her...
suddenly i saw william...(amy's best buddy)
so he tell me that amy is inside
so i went inside
dance with her a while
coz duno y i dun have any clubbing mood
sigh...
and the weirdest things is ..
my fren , my sis and my sis's fren
all thought that ISAAC is chasing me...=.=
oh sweat...{does he really look like it?...speechless...but i think heis more like chasing angel..muahahha}
well
i guess i type too much
boredom at office
by the way
my mum want me take a leave off on 18th
so sweat!
how am i goin to open mouth to ask for it...
sigh
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
todaYs life
oh well...
my today life at first is kinda of boring..
till i went to visit the online shopping website which i mention in my previous blog..
as there is nothing for me to do
because i got a list of customer phone list to call up and ask them to sign up streamyx..
but then..pls..is 8.30am...and everyone is working..
is just wasting my time calling up as in common sense...no one is at home duh~~=.=
hahas
around 10 something..
my colleague...ask me to help her to key in some shipment and invoice..
as she got lots of other things to do.........so i help her up
lols....
but thanks god...
time goes very fast and i love it..hahas..XD
soon...1230pm..
isaac call me up say he arrive at my office and he bring me to jade pot to have lunch
oh wel..
he order "ma la mian"...and he is sweating...=.=
i order "beef noodle"...hohohoho
lols....
isaac also bought me a pie..but i don really like it...sorry isaac...>.<
hahas..
bluek
but too bad..
this afternoon i at office..
i accidently "ao dao" my leg...ouch
and is still hurting now...>.<
hahahahhahahhas..bluek.....hehehehhe
hmm..
i guess that's all for now lorhx...lols...
my today life at first is kinda of boring..
till i went to visit the online shopping website which i mention in my previous blog..
as there is nothing for me to do
because i got a list of customer phone list to call up and ask them to sign up streamyx..
but then..pls..is 8.30am...and everyone is working..
is just wasting my time calling up as in common sense...no one is at home duh~~=.=
hahas
around 10 something..
my colleague...ask me to help her to key in some shipment and invoice..
as she got lots of other things to do.........so i help her up
lols....
but thanks god...
time goes very fast and i love it..hahas..XD
soon...1230pm..
isaac call me up say he arrive at my office and he bring me to jade pot to have lunch
oh wel..
he order "ma la mian"...and he is sweating...=.=
i order "beef noodle"...hohohoho
lols....
isaac also bought me a pie..but i don really like it...sorry isaac...>.<
hahas..
bluek
but too bad..
this afternoon i at office..
i accidently "ao dao" my leg...ouch
and is still hurting now...>.<
hahahahhahahhas..bluek.....hehehehhe
hmm..
i guess that's all for now lorhx...lols...
oNline shoPPing
well..lately i'm crazy abouT clothings (oh well..erm..i always do..but owas sort of money)
well.....
this morning at office
i've nothing to do..
so go through this website http://www.bagyhouse.com (u should check it out)
the price at this website is reasonable (not too low not to high..for me larhx..XD)
thinking of ordering one clothes..
this is the shirt that i plan to order..what do u think? including post fees it cost (RM39)
this are some pictures of the clothes from that website that i personally think is still ok..^^
well.....
this morning at office
i've nothing to do..
so go through this website http://www.bagyhouse.com (u should check it out)
the price at this website is reasonable (not too low not to high..for me larhx..XD)
thinking of ordering one clothes..
this is the shirt that i plan to order..what do u think? including post fees it cost (RM39)
this are some pictures of the clothes from that website that i personally think is still ok..^^
while this one is not from that http://www.bagyhouse.com website..hahas
it is from http://profiles.friendster.com/48823068 (FS)
i've already order for it and it cost me RM39 (without post fees)
this is because the owner is from kuching
so i can just go get it from her by myself when the clothes arrive..
anyhow..i still think that bagy house price are still at a JUST NICE stage as is not consider as very expensive and is from taiwan. ^^
Sunday, June 8, 2008
bOriNG monDay
OH welL...
is aNOther boRIng starting day at oFfICE..
really feeling sO bored at here..
nothing to Do....
calLINg up customer ...
wht a boring job...
but...
the conClusiON for calling up customer are stilL the samE...
now jUS sit there and wait time to reach 1230pm then i can out for lunch
and straight go to meet up appointment at 2pm
lOLS...
arhgggg...i also dunO what to write for now
only one word... BORED
is aNOther boRIng starting day at oFfICE..
really feeling sO bored at here..
nothing to Do....
calLINg up customer ...
wht a boring job...
but...
the conClusiON for calling up customer are stilL the samE...
now jUS sit there and wait time to reach 1230pm then i can out for lunch
and straight go to meet up appointment at 2pm
lOLS...
arhgggg...i also dunO what to write for now
only one word... BORED
Saturday, June 7, 2008
SOHO之夜 24.05.2008
因为我前几天才拿到照片。。
所以delay到今天才分享我的故事。。
哈哈。。
不好意思啦。
24。05。08是我刚考完我的final的第二天。。
也是我的朋友的生日。。
她提早庆祝21岁生日(华人)。。嘻。。。
那天是刚好星期六。。
当然也是clubbing的日子啦。。
哈哈。。
那天。。
5点多。。
雪子(aka yukiko)到我家。。。
过后。。
我们就去crown square meet我的可爱mandy..ha
然后他们两个就在弄头发。。
我就在那里等他们咯。。
过后就去楼下看看有没有朋友到了。。
过没多久。。
就看到我一班以前的同学。
过后我们就聊天。。
打法时间因为还很早嘛。。。
哈哈
过后我们就去铜锣湾隔壁的restaurant吃。。
因为birthday gal(raini)在那里庆祝阿。。
没事做的时候。。
拍照就是我们的 '解药'
哈哈。。。
我们那天很早就到SOHO
哈哈。。。
然后。。大家都拿hikaro的spec来玩。。
没事做的后果。。
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